:D Not painting much right now...

I'm Not Painting My Nails Very Much Right Now Because I Had To Cut My Nails Off And Now I Am Treating Them To Help Them Grow BUT I Have Done A Few New Ones... Here They Are!!

New Polish

Painted My Nails Black With A Pretty Gold Sparkle Over Top. Haven't Been Painting Them Very Much Because I Am Helping Them Grow Right Now. But I will Be Painting 'Em Every Couple Days Again Soon.

Sorry I'm Kinda Bad At This...

Sorry I am bad at this whole blogging thing... I will try harder to get on here everyday. Starting tomorrow I am going to be posting about Nail FAQs. Everyday will be a different question and I will give an answer or answers to it. :D
Here are the pictures of my nails between the last time I was on and now...

Sometimes I Wonder...

Wow been a while sorry. Sometimes I wonder why life is the way it is. I mean really? Why do we absolutly need to suffer? I don't get it. And I probably never will. Not really sure I want to... Anyway, I am going to the beauty school in January to talk to them about attending. I am excited! Gonna add some more pics so u can see what i've bee up to as far as nails goes...

Oh! BTW....

BTW here are some pix of the reason I want to go to the School of Cosmetology...

Been a While Sorry...

Sorry it's been a while been away from the computer. I have come to some realisations though: One, I CAN do this. Two, My family really does love me a lot. Three, I am extremely lucky to have the people I do in my life. With this said I am going to stop complaining when things get messed up and I am going to start being more thankful everyday. I have started looking into the School of Cosmetology where I live and I am excited to be attending next year. If all the money and planning (and of course, i get accepted) works out I will be going there next year. :D Fingers Crossed!! Thanks for reading!

Getting A Job...

Getting a job is no easy task. We all know that. And if you don't or getting a job is easy for you, well let's just say I may not like you very much. I have quit 2 jobs already. One @ a department store in the mall and one @ a global retail store (both will remain unnamed). The first was a pemporary job that turned long term. I quit because of my bipolar but that's only part. I havent really identified the other part. Same for the second job except it was long term from the begining. My next job will be different. I will keep it NO MATTER WHAT! I need a job. Everyone does. I am currently looking for a nanny job. I love kids. Always have ever since I was one. So it seems like the perfect way to go. I just have to find one. :( Not easy. But then again maybe if it is hard to find this job and I have to struggle a little maybe I will really realize how much I need to keep it and really commit this time. I can't disappoint my family or myself again. It breaks my heart knowing how much my parents have never seen me actually succeed at a job. I want them to see me do good and be proud of me. I want to be proud of me. I want to really succeed at this. I want to see this through and I want "The Gampe Plan" to be successful too.